I’m proud of myself. 12lbs… It’s a lot of fat. But, I’m not done yet. I can do better I CAN be 117lbs. If I just hang on and keep up not giving in to the temptation of fucking food. I mean food is in your mouth for like what? at most 30sec, not even. Why get fat over that? It’s not even worth it… I feel shitty being big, and I feel shitty after I’m done eating. So why not just stop eating, it makes sense? Right? Just to be skinny once in my life, I’m always the biggest of my friends and I’m DONE WITH THAT! So Brena don’t give up you can do it. You will be pretty and everyone will love you. You will make new friends because you look so happy and skinny and fun to be with.
So yeah, I’m sticking with it.